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I've been thinking...
Will I really be that lucky one to have that?
Will I get that and say byebye to everyone?
Will life be much more better without me?
Will i be more happier if I got that?
Maybe who knows :)
God has already decided if I'll have it or not..
So, I'll just have to face it ^^
It's reality :)
But am I strong enough to face reality?
I need to be prepared for the worst..
Even if the results of it is postive, I'll cherish every moment I'm left with :D
I'll train myself and be a strong girl :)
I can't depend on others anymore..
They have their own life too ^^
So, 加油吧慧馨 :D
I think I'm too tired today :x
Goodnight :DDD

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